Cancer still sucks

I'm feeling a lot better since the last chemo treatment, but the day-to-day reminders of having cancer are wearing me down This weekend I was running a slight temperature and had a headache and neckache. Luckily, the temperature wasn't high enough to need to go to the emergency room. Today my port site has started aching and I'm a little worried it's somehow gotten infected. Just when I'm feeling better, little things like this remind me that I'm not healthy and normal. I guess I have to remember that I'm in it for the long haul and that there will be a lot of these ups and downs for a while.